Another good one Char, I know we all question God at times. It is not wrong because we are still human also, Some things we will never understand until we get there. God is always there and waiting for us to put our trust and faith in Him. I will always remember the scripture God gave me, before we ever knew the bad news that James had cancer, "Do not be afraid for I am with you, Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. I will hold you up with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10.
He did just what He said He would do. He put me in a trance and I was as cool as a cucumber, God knew when I get up set my blood pressure shoots up. But I just didn't feel anything for several days, God took care of me.